It wouldn’t matter if my bfs sibling was in another high school and on the football team. I wouldn’t cheer and post status’ about it. I’m proud of where I’m from and have way too much spirit. You’re nuts.
Needs a lot of work.
I love how well the whole organizing and becoming my old self and pushing to not nap and snack is going well. I just gotta keep pushing to get my ass back to school..
Maybe now you’ll actually try. Now that your friends aren’t around. Now that you know what it’s like to always be busy and look forward to something. Maybe I should make plans and tell you I can’t just leave them. See how you like being treated as if you’re only there when I want you. Cause we’re not in a relationship or anything. Nope. It’s not normal to always wanna hang out or talk. I love going days without talking.
And when did we become this. I miss the old days. Back when this was all new. Why do I feel like I’m losing you.
Gonna try and keep myself motivated to work more, get my house actually looking like a house, get my room done and keep all pets happy and clean up a little more.. Nap less and eat less junk. I need to start thinking clearer. Everything lately has just sucked…
Today at Kates sisters funeral I was so upset.. I don’t do funerals well. I don’t do much of death well.. But I had to for kate. and now her dad is in the hospital with heart problems… We need to keep her in our prayers.
ON that note I also need to get back to church. I miss it. I miss feeling close to PapPap and I miss everyone who has passed… Even Scot’s mom.
I need to get this whole life thing going before its gone…
Even tho we may never see eye to eye on something.. Doesn’t me you ALWAYS let a fight happen. Why can’t you accept I DO NOT like something and just don’t do it. I’d do it for you. But I guess that’s just expected. When you act a certain way. I will think that’s what’s happening.